We're digging right in your fears

This whole camp thing affected my friendship with Belle so much.

I never thought I wouldn't be mature enough to separate friendship from 'business' when it came down to stuff like this.

After project work, you'd think that you'd be prepare for a lot of 'work issues'.

Boy, was I proven wrong....

She's always been a little muddle-headed, but she makes up for it by being an awesome friend, able to listen to your problems and understand, and support you in whatever you do.

For the past few weeks, the only thing that seem to come out tops was her muddle-headedness.

It was scary because for a SPILT second, I felt like our friendship was gonna fall apart.

The split second was enough.

I didn't/don't ever wanna lose her as a friend because she means so much to me.

Yesterday was a wake-up call cuz' I realised how much I was letting it affect me. To the point that I didn't wanna talk to her anymore.

Joan and Anne were there to make sure I didn't do something stupid like that.

And she DID come through for me in the end.

Surprised as I was, I felt so utterly guilty.

I never stopped loving her as my best friend.

And I hoped that our common love for God and our friendship would be strong enough to pull through tougher situations.

But it's cool. Cuz' after this, I just know that the bonds have strenghtened.

And Christmas is coming. :)