They got their mind on the money.

I need to find a way to concentrate on Economics.

The only thing I keep thinking of is how much I need to do for camp and how little time there is to do it.

Basically, I wanna concentrate fully on camp.

And nothing else.

So basically, I wish I didn't have a band concert next week.

And band camp on thursday.

Because band camp is another way of saying 'I wanna keep you in school to practice until 11 and tire you out so you can play horribly for the concert.'

Actually, I'm getting extremely sick of band. I still love playing, and I know I'll miss the songs I can play once there's no more band, but it's the other things that make me sick.

Make me wanna throw up.

If it wasn't for the horrible fact that the Singapore Education system requires you to maintain a CCA, I'd quit.

I wanna play. I really do. But all this stress is not worth it.

Plus, it seems like I only have one or two true friends in the band now.

Thank goodness it ends next week.

I can't wait for band camp...

..... to be over.

On another note, I decided to use today to do all the stuff that I'm supposed to do before I spend the rest of this week tiring my lips out on my instrument.

And I haven't finished.

Joy is my middle name.

If this blog is supposed to reflect my emotions in life too, you'd think I was a horribly scarred kid always in the midst of her period.

So I present to you the irony of my life. :))

(People ask me how I can stay so cheerful most of the time. Now you know why. :) )