I will not leave alone everything that I own.

Okay. The Temasek Junior College Promotional Examinations are over.

So today was supposed to be a good day... And it was, for the most part? But things just happen to really just ruin your entire mood. Stupid, stupid things.

Anyway, Joan just cheered me up again. She showed me this video on youtube about kids fighting zombies. It's a prank some producers pulled on the kids. It's SOO cute.

Walking around Ikea was fun. I could've enjoyed it a bit more if I remembered my solution. My contacts were soooo dry. =/

Lunch was.. WOAH. I had swedish meatballs. I LOVE IKEA MEATBALLS. And the chicken wings were to DIE for.

And I loved walking around sitting on the beds, playing with the kids toys, sitting on the couches, playing 'kitchen' in the man's kitchen. I like how Huiling, Janice, Yiwen and I would just walk around aimlessly, and find Ping and Yvonne sitting in some ulu place.

And how we couldn't find them in the end. HAHA.

And there was this STUPID prank call from some idiots about a cat. -__________-''

Well, anyway, it was awesome hanging out with the girls. And Ikea furniture is cool.

I want a loft.

And you know what? I don't need you. I have such good friends, no one can take them away from me. Screw you.

Joy, Peace, and all the Shit that happens.

This is it. The day of the pool party. I'm not excited... quite dreading it really. I don't know... I guess it's the whole 'if you think it's gonna flop, it will.' WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS?!

With the seveners it's like i can be ME.. sure I over do it sometimes... but still.

I am only be myself with a few people in 3/9... that's quite sad... I have been complaining to my mum about it... her response? 'Then don't make another party lah. Don't waste time.'

Maybe I should stop. Obviously it's not good enough anymore. Anyway, they're all rock climbing god-knows-where. It's like they're not taking this seriously... i mean, it ain't some exam shit.. but i appreciate some excitment.. real OR not.

Not crap like 'Oh, her party's on Monday.' 'Yeah...' 'Wanna go rock climbing?'

Yup, should take mumsie's advice. But I still want a seveners' party. That's the thing with them. They get so excited, it really makes me feel wanted. Not like i feel that anymore.

Days before the party, no one can stop talking about it... Now, I don't EVEN know who's going. Call that sad. I beseech you.

Most of them prob forgot it. If not for the gathering at Elaina's, no one would come. Except the few who i greatly appreciate. 'Oh your party's on Monday?' S'ok! Screw my feelings!

And then comes the 'BIG' blow. 'Oh, we're coming for lunch. We go rock climbing first.' Aww.. I can see that my CAREER as a hotel manager (where my guests come as they please.) would flourish as a result! Maybe someone will come early to cheer me up. I really hope so.

This is not some hate post to single out individuals. I'm just feeling not up to it. So, please cut me some slack... If you think this is directed at you, fine with me. Screw you. I don't care anymore.