So no one told you life was gonna be this way

To my boyfriend:

I'm sorry I have to say this here. But I suppose I'm too much of a coward.

A few months ago, I had the distinct pleasure of meeting a few men, the ones that stuck were Hart, Dworkin, and Mills. To name a few. I met them in my Jurisprudence module.

It wasn't much of a relationship when it began. In fact, as time progressed, I could see that the polygamous relationship was largely one-sided and abusive.

Instead of ending it though, I decided to make it work. If you ask me for the exact reasons, I could not tell you.

Now, I need to admit that I love these men. I do. Don't tell me otherwise, you'd be wrong. I love them.

And for the next few days, I need to envelope myself in my love for them, which means, our relationship will have to take a backseat.

Although I still love you so much, I cannot give myself fully to you until I settle the dust of my abusive, polygamous relationship with these apathetic scholars.

Until then, mi amor.

Steph xxx