I was having a pretty nice talk with Joan. Like, our usual bantering online. (Before her internet screws up and she keeps disconnecting from MSN.)
And well, she got me thinking. I honestly don't know what to do at this point.
At first, I thought I could just let things happen, it didn't really matter. Like, how the others turned out. But this is different. If I do something very simple, it could bring about a WHOLE bout of implications. I'm talking, a LOT of consequences I don't even wanna mention.
And I'm already at a point where I do think I should make a choice. Do I move on? I mean, things become pretty complicated after this, I think. It's like, either I get even more sick of what is happening, or I do what Joan says, and make a choice. Now.
Oh man.. when did this turn into some korean soap drama?
I imagine what I used to do to try to turn things around, and I laugh. Because they seem stupid, and naive and childish.
Really. It's pretty hilarious.
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this - Desert Rose by Sting