Cause you keep me from falling apart

I'm gonna make a list of things that are happening before the year ends. I know I've done this already... but it wasn't very apparent or blatant then. Now that there's about 2 months left in the year, I would like to explicitly mention what I'm supposed to commit to. In 2 months.

- Project Work (WR submission: 31st Oct. OP date: 10th Nov)
- China trip (17th Nov - 1st Dec)
- Band camp (3rd Dec - 5th Dec)
- Church camp (10th - 13th Dec)
- Fiesta concert (11th Dec)
- Acapella (27th Dec)

This things? They don't start on those dates mentioned. They require work, and planning, and more planning, and more work. And hours I can't afford. And these are only the major things I need to worry about. There're many small tiny pain-in-the-ass things I need to do too.

Oh right. Note the dates. See the spaces in between. It's a laugh.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

God wants you to know..

I'm really beginning to think that God wants me to know something very specific.

Well, either that or I'm just over-analysing everything. Again.

On this day of your life, Stephanie, we believe God wants you to know ... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step.

You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

Seriously, though! I keep getting the same message again and again in different forms.

Okay, FINE. So they could apply to anything. I'm just on a math high.

When the world seems to spin away

The long non-updating was due to Blogger being a bitch. Either that or my laptop being an asshole. Either way, I couldn't.

Anyway, I'm feeling tired (the ONLY time I can sign in, and it's almost midnight.) and due to a previous mounting headache I managed to wrangle after 2 hours spent in my room clearing out drawers, my energy has also seriously depleted.

Hence, instead of giving the 411 of what I did previously, I shall provide details of what remains of my holiday period before the year of the big ONE SIX dawns upon my existence.

23rd Dec, Sunday (tomorrow) - Church. The completion of christmas presents.
24th Dec, Monday - Christmas Eve. Morning spent moaning in laziness, evening spent in church.
25th Dec, Tuesday - Christmas day. Spent at Aunty Rita's. Expect dizzy laughter.
26th Dec, Wednesday - My gosh. I'm free. I'm actually free! Can you believe that??! Okay... I'm sure something will come up anyway.
27th Dec, Thursday - BAND. roar. And dinner at the Kwa's. Not sure of the dress code though.
28th Dec, Friday - Tuition in the wee hours of the morning (Tentative.) and then the MJ concert.
29th Dec, Saturday - Con class BBQ! Can't wait to do stupid things with the gangQ
30th Dec, Sunday - Church Feast day. Dinner and MAYBE carolling.
31th Dec, Monday - New Year's Eve. Morning spent sloth-like. Evening with my darlings.
1st Jan, Tuesday - New Year's. Morning spent grumpy after lack of sleep. Day spent at...crap, I don't know.

Anyone wants to book an appointment? I'll see how I can fit you in.. Till then.