I'm going to kick until I need new shoes

Again it's another lonely valentine's.

Well, T's coming over and he asked me to be his valentine.

Thing is, I feel a little bad because I know he still likes me. And I *have* told him before that I don't like him in that way.. But we still talk and stuff, and he asked. And I have no one else.

I mean, how seriously desperate am I?

And mean, too. I'm just afraid of hurting his feelings and losing him as a friend.

With my busy schedule I honestly do wonder how I'm supposed to find someone. =/