And then you take it away

I feel like if anyone were to read my blog, they'd think I was a depressed individual on the verge of suicide.

Perhaps sometimes they would not be that far off. Sometimes life gives you lemons but you just can't be fucked to make lemonade.

I had written a very long post about getting my heart broken, again, for the umpteenth time.

Then I decided to fuck it and went to get a shower.

Then I realised what was most important.

I'm not here to get love.

I'm here for me. I'm here to get a good degree, to enjoy myself and live life to the fullest.

I'm here to get everything out of my system.

I'm here to fuck it all and be me. Love me.

I'm gonna concentrate on my studies now, for my exams are coming up.

Perhaps it's a good sign that I can't get into a relationship right now.

Perhaps I need the reminder that I have to focus on this. On me.

I come first.

I always come first.

I love my shower. :D