Have you ever felt like... why bother?
I mean, it's in situations like this that I honestly wonder why I let myself feel this way.
But I guess, I'm only human.
I don't really think it's the person involved that made me feel this way, per se. It's the fact that I don't seem to be as important as I thought I was.
Well anyway, whatever. I suppose it's just one of those things that happens, and you move on.
I'm disappointed though. But maybe I'm just being insane.
It's just... I mean, I really didn't hope for anything. But at least for once, after all the shit I've been through this year, let me feel like I matter.
Because slowly, I don't feel like I matter anymore. To anyone.
Mother screaming and bitching aside, I feel like if I moved here permanently, not many people will care.
Maybe I should though. Move here and try to start a new life.
To be honest, I don't really know what's waiting for me at home.
I need a drink. :(
This is a girl. This is her blog. That's pretty much the gist of where you are now on the internet.
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