I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind.

Okay. I kinda clicked on the whole 'Change your blogger dashboard!' thing andd... it looks kinda weird and horrible...

Fine whatever. Everyone's turning into facebook. Connectivity. Social media. Gosh.

Anyway, I'm in a conundrum.

I sorta wanna publicise my blog a little. At the same time it has served its purpose of letting me rant shit and scream fuck for 8 years now. (Yes, EIGHT years! Isn't that just fucking amazing? :D )

I don't ever think my parents should see this blog. Or my brothers. Although my second brother does know of its existence... Well, I'm just hoping he never checks it again.

Oh Gosh. If my family knew what's been going on with me... Wow. I'd be sent home faster than you can say 'transit flight!'.

So okay. I guess I have my answer there. I can never publicise my blog. Which is good I suppose. I know it's stupid. If I don't want anyone to see this, why even have a blog?

It's hard to say, I suppose.. On one hand, I hope that none of my friends ever read this. On the other hand, it seems like an easier way to 'spread the tales of my life', so to speak.

Also, I suppose it's liberating to know that random people can just see this. And they don't know who the hell I am. Well, they sort of do (due to my profile being on the page and my photo and everything..) but...

Okay. I'm pretty... ehh. I don't even know the words. HAH. (That's a first, ain't it?)

I suppose if someone really wanted to know what happened with my life, they could snoop around my profile and find this little gem. And oh, the fun they'll have!

Of course, I'm banking on the fact that no one really cares that much to want to know EVERYTHING that has happened with me.

On the other hand, as I've mentioned before, some things I blog about.. I do want people to know that, hey! I've expressed my opinion somewhere! I can't do that though. Not without consequences.

As I've said... the things on this blog...

Then again, anyone who's reading this now. I bet you're at curious enough to want to scroll down and read more. Or if you really couldn't care less... hey! At least you've read this far.. thanks! Have a nice life. Really. :)

Anyway! I shall be off now. Class starts tomorrow and I promised myself I'll be totally dedicated to my work from now on.

Let's see how long that'll last, shall we? ;)

I won't give up.