Dear You,
When you cried over the phone, I really wished I was there to hug you. I felt so helpless when you were wailing and all I could do was verbally comfort you from what seemed like the other side of the world.
I was never very good with comforting words, so I really hope you felt a lot better when we hung up.
I know it hurts sometimes. And sometimes, it feels like nobody in the world loves you anymore. And you feel like there’s no one on your side anymore. But you have to understand, you are so loved. No matter what you think, or how others treat you, you have to know how lucky you are.
I know it may not seem like a blessing now, but give it some time. You’ll realise that you are so lucky to have a family like yours. No matter how cruel they seem to be. You’ll also understand how much they love you some day. It’s only when you truly love someone and feel completely comfortable with that person that your worst is brought out. Because you know they’ll still love you at the end of the day no matter how crazy everyone acts.
Whenever you feel upset, try writing a letter telling the people how much hurt you feel. And how much you want to scream and punch things. Then, when you feel better, either make a plane and fly it into the sky (so Jesus can receive your cry for help) or crush it and tear it and let all your anger out.
OR, try screaming really hard into your pillow. It helps. Seriously, it does. More than you think, actually.
Whatever you do, just remember that at the end of the day, you should be the better person (wonder who told me that when I was having problems with a certain guy…) and say sorry first.
I know it’s hard, but someone’s gotta do it, right?
But take it slow. Don’t need to start getting angry again, yeah?
Anyway, know that I love you and that I’ll be here whenever you wanna just talk or when you wanna get something off your chest. :DD
From your extremely good friend who loves you loads,
Stephy.
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