Right now, I'm kinda gonna rely on the Lord a little over here. A little bit more than I should, really. I trust in him, so I mean, there's no harm in it right? I just hope I'm not killing myself over here.
Okay. School stuff out of the way.
I told Joan I would still be thinking about it. I still am. Can't get it out of my head. (Yes, yes, like the song...)
I keep thinking about... a lot of things actually. He's in my head a lot when I have nothing else to think about. Which is a little.. obsessive, maybe? Do you think that's obsessive?
It probably is, huh. Oh well, you can call me whatever you think I am. I really don't think I even care anymore. It just seems easier to keep thinking about him and not stop. It's a lazier method for one thing. And as you can probably tell, I'm feeling particularly LAZZZZYYYYY.
I want Alex boy to post the pictures soon! I want to see my 'Model Shots'. These are a series of kawaii pictures Steph took of me during lunch yesterday.
She went, 'Work it, Steph! Show me 'commercial'! 'High fashion'!' I just gave her a -____- look. And then I did the kawaii shots cuz' I feel sooooo kawaii! (haha.)
During the retreat, I actually cried when Joan smiled at me and said 'I love you' after my sharing. I really felt love. Sometimes, I can't believe I'm so blessed with such awesome friends.
It makes everything worth it. Even the miserable 'He likes me, he likes me not' hours.
I'm a mercedes benz! Vroom, vroom! :DDDD
I want to own an Audi. But my goal is this precious darling right here. :D
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