My Knight in shining armour

Have you ever thought of the one that would make your other half? You know... the one that would complete your life..make you whole... yada yada...

Sometimes it seems like such a complex subject. Like all you ever want is to find someone who appreciates you as much as you do them. But then you start thinking, what if my flaws are too huge to overcome? What if no one will ever accept them? What if I never find that one?

It's a scary subject to pursue. The countless number of romance movies and books don't help us along the way, as much as we all hope it does. And no, it's not as if we'll never find it. Just a matter of how long.

How long. Two words can mean so much. Just so profound. Just that. There really is no explanation. No one will be able to satisfy you with the truth. What is the truth? Another one. So much to be answered, and yet, none will be. Not yet.

Just like rainbows in the sky. Sure, there's the whole scientific explanation. But what if I asked you in the simplest of manners? Would explaining the truth be enough? Would one understand? What if I just want a simple answer? Not one to burn out my brain, or one for me to ponder over during boring sessions.. Just. Simple. Would lies cover that? Would the mere fabrication of fantasies tell me that all I need to really understand is in fact not real. Or that whatever seems so pure in its form is so complicated that years of research are needed to really decipher it.

The two subjects aren't really that different are they? They speak of the same. The mystique and wonder of something pure. The enigma of which is so difficult to comprehend, everyone spends millions trying to pry it open, no one really suceeding.

Or maybe some have. But it's more of a 'I took so long to find it, now you go find it yourself' method. Or maybe everything is just so complicated around it that no one even stops to think that maybe, just maybe, it's just not THAT profound.

It's something that causes some to lose sleep over. Something causing many to lose direction and all sense of purpose. Because that's what it wants. Just you. Nothing else. You don't drag along your entire household to a party right? It's the same. Isn't it? Pure. That's just it. Not mixed in with anything else in the world. Sometimes these things cause you to wonder.

Will I ever find true love?

Well, that's not the question now, is it?