Do you know how you thought you knew one person? Then it turns out u were wrong? And how hurt you freaking feel? And how u want the time you spent with said person given back to you because it was all a complete waste..
I hate it when it happens to me.. how YOU have so blantantly pushed yourself into my life.. and then just SCREWED it up.. especially since YOU did it to my FRIENDS before and I had no idea. Oblivious. Were YOU really the person I knew? or had I been taken for a ride these past few weeks? Time after time again I forgave YOU because I felt no need to hurt. anyone or myself.. it's hard to like someone.. even harder to hate.. that's a saying by someone respectful.. That's why I never took it to heart.. no matter no much part of me YOU destroyed. YOU don't know how much I want to hate YOU right now. How much I want to srcew your life up and toss it into the trash. Because I've had revelations.. and people talk. Especially girls.
I'm pretty much sure YOU know who YOU are.. if YOU do, I congratulate YOU.. because now.. I can't trust YOU anymore.. can't tell YOU anything.. can't be nice to YOU.. because I think only my true friends deserve my kindness.. and I have alot of true friends.. and YOU are not one of them. not anymore. i hate YOU sometimes.. but i hate myself even more.
After writing this.. I will completely dissolved myself of that person.. and move on with my life.. thanks for reading my EMO post (: Have a good day people!
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