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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Saying

Yar.. so anyway.. it's christmas eve.. again.. yar... a gurl can only suffer thru so many 'Tis' the Season to be jolly!' and 'falalalalalalalala!' over and over again. Maybe a martini will sooth this gurl down.. too bad dere's an age limit... haiz.. can't u just imagine? having a nice drink shot, lounging on a soft couch, staring at the blazing fireplace. pure heaven. of course im not some spoiled rich tai tai person who spends her life going to tea parties sipping chrysenthenum or camomile... i've got my whole life ahead of me..
so anyway im gonna be Sec2 in say.. 10 days. which means im gonna get juniors.. lil' ppl fresh from primary school where they ruled everyone. in 10 days they shall be the 'rulees'... haha.. joke.
i rebonded my hair too for those who still dunno.. so far only a handful know of this.. i plan to keep the matter quiet for a while..well actually since i already worte it here den forget it.. i can sense stress.. from me nonetheless.. my band concert's in 6 days.. well actually 5 days 2hours and 5mins.. ok.. so anyway.. im also playing for the sec1's cca promo day.. whee.. haha.. ok.. gtg now.. merry christams people!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Yawns..

Should i make a new blog skin? Nahh.. not now la.. hmm... im really bored.. btw.. u may enter my friendster profile by clicking on this link here... yup.. ok den.. im bored.. it's 7 days to christmas.. im fully booked the WHOLE week! band and sch stuff... bleerrhs.. haiz.. haven't even bot sch bks yet.. sighs..guess im gonna leave now.. very tired.. slept at 1am lat nite after 2 Dvds.. ms congeniality and corspe bride.. haiz.. ok den.. gonna leave now.. bye..

Friday, December 16, 2005

back and kicking [quite hard]

Wow.. I am writing again.. which is good of course.. it's real late.. gonna sleep after this [ a phrase i kept repeating for the last half hour] haha.. of course i read some fan fiction.. Wldn't last w/o it.. yupps..
can seriously conclude that i have mad addiction.. but it's fine i guess.. once went two wks w/o reading it.. i can quit. Of course addicts all say that dun they? Yup... My christmas present to the most wonderfulest bestest greatest[now that's a word] person in my life? A bottle of RM80 perfume from The Body Shop. Who is said person? Me. Duh.
Ok.. i get proud alot.. a trait not oftenly positive, obviously.. I got gufts for everyone this X'mas.. so happy cuz' i was previously wondering where to get spare cash.. u shd have seen the methods i used to get cash.. in the end i got nothing.. haiz.. anyway a trip to malaysia proved neccessary bcuz i got sumting for everyone.. how? Why, my aunt of course.. got RM200 in the bus on the way.. i'll make it up to her obviously.. unlike me not to..
Nothing impressive enough for me to mention in my blog. The Penang/KL trip was quite a serious disappointment.. i thot the Penang tour was gonna be exciting.. a couple trips to temples and 'famous' stores where prices were secretly higher than other shops was all one could take. in another word ? Boring.
I shall tell you about an encouter to 'terrifying' snake temple. It was the last stop on our itinerary.. also the first thing on my list i'd wanted to see.. but obviously it was like.. Best for Last. Oh well.. good things come to those who wait. Waiting in anticipation was something i did not specilize in.. as in.. i detested it. On the way i could not stop thinking about the snake temple. The tour guide told us it would be full of snakes.. well obviously.. but i meant crawling-on-the-ground-slithering-everywhere-even-the-male-toilets kind of snakes. During the 'wait' i switched from omigosh-im-gonna-see-real-moving-snakes-on-the-ground-yay to omigosh-im-gonna-see-real-moving-snakes-on-the-ground-im-too-scared Ok so long story short, when we reached i contemplated whether to step in or slowly wait for the right moment. All the bloody snakes i saw were either fake ones or some 'sleeping', dead-looking snakes coiled around rods on the altars which i cldn't touch anyway. Oh yes, not to mention some caged vipers which looked unreal and a photo taking session with two seriously small vipers. Oh-so-fun.
Well.. anyway the trip was a total turnover and i somewhat cldn't wait for the bus home. Of course we missed the bus anyway and HAD to take another one.. much later..
Ok den.. it's seriously Zzzz time. So i'll go now. Au Revior!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

revenge was on my mind...

Ok this is something i came up with... it's totally impromptu and hopefully original...

Revenge was on my mind...

I wrapped the half-eaten sandwich in a plastic bag and stuffed it into the front compartment of my backpack. He was walking towards the building already and i still had yet to figure out what to do. I only saw him as a target, nothing more. I could imagine the cheesy intense 'scary' music playing in the background as I paced myself. Right now, Impromptu was my middle name and that was how I was gonna play it. The images that flooded my already occupied mind were not helping either. I saw him killing my baby sister and setting her husband on fire while he tied their only child to a chair and gagged her with a cloth soaked in kerosene.
He was planning on killing the child last but the quick-thinking 14-year-old had managed to set the ropes binding her loose, waiting anxiously for the right moment to escape. That moment came when he strolled towards her with a lighter in his hand. In a flash, she had stood up, grabbed the cloth from her mouth and threw it at him, her actions so quick he missed it when the kerosene soaking the cloth touch the tip of the flamed lighter and created what could be seen as a massive fireball.
My niece could only comfort herself and repeat that it was impossible to save her already dead parents. We found her crawling on the deserted streets of the neighbourhood after we realised what had happened. It was all too late. That inhuman, sadistic man had escaped the scene with a charred arm and broken limbs.
He was said to be heavily mentally affected when he killed my sister and brother-in-law, and his arm had to be amputated. Only getting a sentence of 15 years, the lawyers all agreed that he could be released if proven he was no longer insane.
10 years had passed. Diannah Svelters, my now 23-year-old niece, still suffers from traumatic nightmares of the day she plainly saw her parents get killed. Dia (pronounced Dee-yah)had a boyfriend of 2 years. She told me she did not really blame the man who killed her parents, after all, he was clueless and truly sorry about what he did. I, however, only had revenge on my mind...

OK.. it's short.. but it's really thrilling dun cha think?

Sunday, December 04, 2005

My life.. is sooo perfect!!!

"Well, I'm gonna sing the 'My life is perfect' song. My life... is sooo perfect!"

I got this phrase from Professor Utonium in The Powerpuff Girls. Ok, this is so not the entry wen we tokk abt how i still watch that show, we can do dat later... this is is very ironic. it tokks abt my life in the most sarcastic way i know. The phrase is a total opposite of what my life is.. actually.. wad everyone's life is. So in any case, i find this phrase absolutely mind-boggling.

So yes, anyway.. today is Sunday.. my parents are coming home at 6pm... it is now currently 3.29pm. [I am very precise ok?] Which mean there is exactly 2hours and 31minutes to their arrival... haiz.. really miss them...
The reunion is on tueday and monday's beach day at ECP. Which leaves wednesday free to my own will because thursday is Penang day! Which also means wednesday is pack up both house and clothes. Fun. So that leaves me booked 100% till next next tuesday when i come back. Sweet!

I am finally finished with skin no. 234. Hopefully i can live wif this skin till at LEAST next yr.. maybe i'll make a skin on my burfdae.. i do noe one thing.. once the sch yr starts i'll be neck-high in books, books and a bass trombone. Haha...
So it's beach day tml.. my senior told me how evil they would be.. Im kinda scared.. but i'll be fine... hopefully it's more fun than they say... Brr... shivering....
Ok then... I guess im done here... not much to say... wow.. ok den.. till next time... Adios!

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Friday, December 02, 2005

Sweet entry..

Wanna know something? I have been playing around with my blog skin for days now.. it's like.. i am soo not satisfied with my skin! which is like.. kinda true... it's hard to make skins u noe.. i have excruciatingly limited sources... therefore when i make a skin i scream in delight because i made a skin! haha.. right now.. my blog is kinda plain.. it's good enuff 4 me la.. i like plain.. kinda.. well.. it's abt 11.. how time flies..

well.. there's band tml.. dun feel like going... can i take a day's break? haiz... i dun think so... wad excuse shd i gif.. 'im too sian' haha.. concert day is drawing even closer and im still struggling wif sum pieces..
Should i just not play? But it would be fun.. and really cool... Haiz... my seniors won't even be coming tml.. just me as the only 3rd t-b0ne.. whee...

i just finished updating my template AGAIN... added sum stuff... i think it came out wrong.. will fix it sumtime.. i guess... just wanna relax now.. -sighs- i feel so blah these days... like my life became the closest example of a 'wateva' statement in less a span of days... did that statement come out rite? hope so... haiz... im just chilling now.. ignoring wateva comes my way.. hopefully i can face it tml morning... hate mornings.. just not a morning person.. I shall repeat that... i am NOT someone who WAKES at 7 feeling like it's a whole new morning and such... i AWAKE at 7 feeling like i slept for only 10 minutes... yup.. dat's the truth gurls.. live and bear...

i cut my own fringe again.. i think it looks fab... i could be a hairstylist in the future... well.. as long as i remember not to use the wrong type of scissors again.. the last time i cut my hair.. i used craft scissors.. yup... it grew out tho.. thankfully..
Went to concourse to get christmas season charging into the de Souza household.. mainly bought a new tree and decor.. oh yes.. did i mention the new business my bro decide to go into.. nvm den.. shan't mention it.. haha... it's exactly 11.14pm.. im currently sitting at the balcony on a blue desk chair typing maddeningly at a piece of 21st century technology... wad a life...

my mum decided to get a housekeeper instead of a maid.. im not complaining.. as long as i get my room clean i dun care.. i guess that's how spoiled i am.. no maid in less than a week and my room's turned into Gulliver's trash bin. I shan't go into details... embarrassing enuff... i guess having a maid about 11 yrs of my very short life meant getting used to having one. i didn't have a maid during P3 & 4 but i still had my auntie.. haiz... so spoiled..

Gonna watch Chicken Little wif Celestia.. haha.. at Princess @ Bedok.. cheap tickets really.. haha.. Band. Tml. Band. Hope it isn't tiring.. actually.. i shall feverishly pray that it isn't. OK.. the stupid clock has sky rocketed to 11.21pm oh no! yer.. wateva.. haha..

Rite. Well, i guess it IS abt time i went snoozing off into Dream world where my only dream companion is Draconis Lucius Malfoy.. not that im complaining or anything.. rites.. well then.. off to bed with me! Aloha!