AHHH... NO!!

OBS is in.. 2 days... OMG. GAH!!! im soo.. MIXED.. should i be scared?? feel nothing?? be happy?? WAHH!!!

Anyways that's means i won't be blogging... but i will BE blogging about IT... eventually... it's part of my 'eng assignment' anyways... just imagine... part of SCHOOL CA?? They have officially nothing to DO...

I finished this presentation on slavery yesterday... it's REALLy sad to read about these people..

i don't know what to blog about... A MATH? the ANNOYING, STUPID, FRUSTRATING crap they call MATHEMATICS??? The FACTOR THEOREM, REMAINDER THEOREM, LONG DIVISION, SUBSTITUTION... AHH!!!! MY head is going is burst soon!!!! SO MUCH THINGS!!!

let's see... let's do a sum!

5x³ + 3x² - 4x + 4 = (x - 4)(x + 2) Q(x) + bx -a

substitute in suitable values of x to find the values of both a and b.

and Mrs Loy ain't making it easier... i heard ALL the a math teachers are like that though.. so maybe it's a good thing i got M Loy..

I STILL need to pack for OBS.. which i haven't done... and i THINK im gonna get my period on the day itself... i REALLY REALLY hope it doesn't happen to me!!! It already came to me during the Japan Trip... so PLEASE, God.. PLEASE don't let it HAPPEN to me!!!

I like canoeing tho...and the FLYING FOX...

and im getting SICK of the NAME game..

macaroni and cheese.

forget the above title... i don't know what to name this entry...

i have so many tests next week and it's not even wk7 yet!!! wtf lah!!!

Had CCA promotion day today... we played Pirates, Choo choo and Saturday Night... and our performance was supposed to be at 1100... but then, some PEOPLE changed it so it was moved back.. again and again... so in the end... it started at 1230... but we were already down in the voiddeck at 11+ practising... and people were all around listening... so we kinda had a DOUBLE performance kinda thing..

And then Dione, Hui Rou, Ting, Jessie and I went to eat lunch... i swear it's the LONGEST lunch i have ever had... we started at 1.00pm at finished at 3.30pm! it's like... 2 and a half hours lah... we talked about anything and everything from dione's low level of M.A.O. (some thrill-seeking disorder..) to BULLIES... haha... forgot how we got to that part...

Anyway, but the time i reached home.. it was already 4+ and my parents and aunty judy were already home from uncle herman's wedding anniversary... i was THAT late..

anyway... i was playing audition again... i should really stop la... but it is getting a bit boring.. so i might...

im going to church tml wif joanie and tia.. (aka. big ego) and cathechism starts on the 28th...

i hope obs is fun. i hope i don't die out there. and i hope i can survive it so i can go to cathechism class on that very sunday... i miss the talkatives so yea... but i don't really miss belle and cheryl cuz.. well.. they're in my class and all... so yea...

very worry-ful much?

MONDAY monday ohh MANN.

I'm supposed to do my chem thingy now... and instead.. im blog-hopping.. hmm..

anyways.. i think im getting hoooked onto audition AGAIN... i needa stop playing for a LONG while..

Of course it doesn't help that i got perfect x11 today (like OMFG.) and i was SOO surprised..

it was on accident, of course.. but now im just itching to whack on my arrow keys..

to CURB my horribleness, i TRIED to find MORE things to do for school or something....

and i ended up realising that i left my reading journal in school.. so i bought another one..

and now i have TWO reading journals... anyone need one?

i doubt people'll want it anyway...

oh well... can use for SPARE la..

School is.... passable... im the social studies rep. by FORCE. i'd rather NOT be a rep.. then i can slack more la.. as if i don't have ANYTHING else on my mind already...

and SYF is in 3 months... just makes you wanna swear.. doesn't it?? ohh! just to make things feel better, my ear infection is back... and i went SWIMMING by mistake.

ohh joy.

I'm gonna finish up my journal now... my resolution is to be organised and ON TASK.

already, im FOULING that rule by NOT doing heymath.

ain't life a doll?

the WEEKEND!

OF COURSE i have BAND this saturday!! if there wasn't band, it would be a MIRACLE...

Anyway the combine science thing shall be explained...

On thursday, i have SPA practise for O' Levels... so that means..
1 ½ period of physics and then 1 ½ period of chemistry... the combine science thing is a SPLIT period! GEDDIT??
Hmm... i just put this in to explain it to some people.. is all..

Today we went to the SPORE discovery centre... seriously, melissa(suppiah)? the joke gets old..

and OHH how boring it was... but i THINK we bonded alot... i mean.. i THINK we did la...

still don't really know many new people... besides Chanel and Pam...and Lisa (the ASEAN SCHOLAR... like wtf... she must be DAMN smart la!) and some others that i talk to... heheh...

played bridge in the bus on the way there... wooh! i won ONE game! yay me!

slept in the bus on the way back... reminds me of JAPAN.. ohh mann!! )):

we went to this bus tour thingie before going back... and THAT'S how melissa started laughing at the SPORE discovery centre... it was funny lah... at the TIME..

and hmm... we watched this stupid thing on sky diving.. which i KNEW dione wants to DO... and she DOES!!

and hoo boy... guess i need to sleep for tomorrow... ahh phooey.. ):

First day of School...

I think today was pretty good overall...

Unfortunately, the friends i made aded up to the grand total of ZERO...

I mean.. i knew most of the ENTHU people there... and well... not really into making friends with the not-so enthu people... not right now anyways... i still gotta get used to my environment... x.X

my FMs are Miss Tee and Miss Lim and they are great, not-so-bad, can-survive-with people.. and talking to Vic Chan, Cheryl and Belle are soo fun! You don't know the CRAP that they can come UP with!

There's no homework today... but lessons begin tomorrow... and this is my PROMISING schedule...

1) Physics (SPA [Science Pratical Assessment] )
2) Combined Physics and Chem
3) Chem (SPA)
RECESS
4) A maths
5) Pure history
6) English

I have O's this year!!!!

it's SOO quick!!!!

and im OLD! SOO OLD!!! im 15 in 1 month and 3 days!!! 15!!! FIFTEEN!!! and im in SEC THREE!!!

oh. my. gosh. i need to breathe... im too old. i wish time could stop. i don't wanna be older.

ohh BOOHOO.

READ THIS AND SMILE (:

"LET ME EXPLAIN THE problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. "You're a Christian, aren't you, son?""Yes, sir.""So you believe in God?""Absolutely.""Is God good?""Sure! God's good.""Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?""Yes.""Are you good or evil?""The Bible says I'm evil."The professor grins knowingly."Ahh! THE BIBLE!" He considers for a moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them? Would you try?""Yes sir, I would.""So you're good...!""I wouldn't say that.""Why not say that? You would help a sick and maimed person if you could...in fact most of us would if we could....God doesn't."[No answer]"He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?"[No answer]The elderly man is sympathetic. "No, you can't, can you?" He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax. "In philosophy, you have to go easy with the new ones. Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?""Er... Yes.""Is Satan good?""No.""Where does Satan come from?"The student falters. "From... God...""That's right. God made Satan, didn't he?" The elderly man runs his bony fingers through his thinning hair and turns to the smirking student audience. "I think we're going to have a lot of fun this semester, ladies and gentlemen." He turns back to the Christian. "Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?""Yes, sir.""Evil's everywhere, isn't it? Did God make everything?""Yes.""Who created evil?"[No answer]"Is there sickness in this world? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness. All the terrible things - do they exist in this world? "The student squirms on his feet. "Yes.""Who created them?"[No answer]The professor suddenly shouts at his student, "WHO CREATED THEM? TELL ME, PLEASE!" The professor closes in for the kill and climbs into the Christian's face. In a still small voice, he asked, "God created all evil, didn't He, son?"[No answer]The student tries to hold the steady, experienced gaze and fails. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace the front of the classroom like an aging panther. The class is mesmerized. "Tell me," he continues, "How is it that this God is good if He created all evil throughout all time?" The professor swishes his arms around to encompass the wickedness of the world. "All the hatred, the brutality, all the pain, all the torture, all the death and ugliness and all the suffering created by this good God is all over the world, isn't it, young man?"[No answer]"Don't you see it all over the place? Huh?"Pause."Don't you?" The professor leans into the student's face again andwhispers, "Is God good?"[No answer]"Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?"The student's voice betrays him and cracks. "Yes, professor. I do."The old man shakes his head sadly. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?""No, sir. I've never seen Him.""Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?""No, sir. I have not.""Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus... in fact, do you have any sensory perception of your God whatsoever?"[No answer]"Answer me, please.""No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.""You're AFRAID... you haven't?""No, sir.""Yet you still believe in him?""...yes...""That takes FAITH!" The professor smiles sagely at the underling. "According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son? Where is your God now?"[The student doesn't answer]"Sit down, please."The first Christian sits...defeated.Another Christian raises his hand. "Professor, may I address the class?"The professor turns and smiles. "Ah, yet another Christian in the vanguard! Come, come, young man. Speak some proper wisdom to the gathering."The Christian looks around the room. "Some interesting points you are making, sir. Now I've got a question for you. Is there such thing as heat?""Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat.""Is there such a thing as cold?""Yes, son, there's cold too.""No, sir, there isn't."The professor's grin freezes. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The second Christian continues."You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit 273 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold, otherwise we would be able to go colder than -273°C. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."Silence. A pin drops somewhere in the classroom."Is there such a thing as darkness, professor?""That's a dumb question, son. What is night if it isn't darkness? What are you getting at...?""So you say there is such a thing as darkness?""Yes...""You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something, it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light... but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, Darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker and give me a jar of it. Can you... give me a jar of darker darkness, professor?"Despite himself, the professor smiles at the young effrontery before him. This will indeed be a good semester."Would you mind telling us what your point is, young man?""Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must be in error...."The professor goes toxic. "Flawed...? How dare you...!""Sir, may I explain what I mean?"The class is all ears."Explain... ohhhhh, explain..." The professor makes an admirable effort to regain control. Suddenly he is affability himself. He waves his hand to silence the class, for the student to continue."You are working on the premise of duality," the Christian explains. "That for example there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science cannot even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism but has never seen, much less fully understood them. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, merely the absence of it." The young man holds up a newspaper he takes from the desk of a neighbor who has been reading it. "Here is one of the most disgusting tabloids this country hosts, professor. Is there such a thing as immorality?""Of course there is, now look...""Wrong again, sir. You see, immorality is merely the absence of morality. Is there such thing as injustice? No. Injustice is the absence of justice. Is there such a thing as evil?" The Christian pauses. "Isn't evil theabsence of good?"The professor's face has turned an alarming color. He is so angry he is temporarily speechless.The Christian continues, "If there is evil in the world, professor, and we all agree there is, then God, if He exists, must be accomplishing a work through the agency of evil. 1 What is that work God is accomplishing? The Bible tells us it is to see if each one of us will, of our own free will, choose good over evil."The professor bridles. "As a philosophical scientist, I don't view this matter as having anything to do with any choice; as a realist, I absolutely do not recognize the concept of God or any other theological factor as being part of the world equation because God is not observable."The Christian replies, "I would have thought that the absence of God's moral code in this world is probably one of the most observable phenomena going, Newspapers make billions of dollars reporting it every week! Tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?""If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do.""Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"The professor makes a sucking sound with his teeth and gives his student a silent, stony stare."Professor. Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?""I'll overlook your impudence in the light of our philosophical discussion. Now, have you quite finished?" the professor hisses."So you don't accept God's moral code to do what is righteous?""I believe in what is - that's science!""Ahh! SCIENCE!" the student's face splits into a grin. "Sir, you rightly state that science is the study of observed phenomena. Science too is a premise which is flawed...""SCIENCE IS FLAWED..?" the professor splutters.The class is in uproar. The Christian remains standing until the commotion has subsided. "To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, may I give you an example of what I mean?"The professor wisely keeps silent.The Christian looks around the room. "Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's mind?" The class breaks out into laughter. The Christian points towards his elderly, crumbling tutor. "Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's mind... felt the professor's mind, touched or smelt the professor's mind? No one appears to have done so." The Christian shakes his head sadly. "It appears no one here has had any sensory perception of the professor's mind whatsoever. Well, according to the rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science, I DECLARE that the professor has no mind."The class is in chaos.The Christian sits.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I'm having guests over at my house now..

It's New Year's Day... Let's Celebrate!!

but first... i need to do the quiz that joan wanted me to do... so yes..

Name 13 of your friends that you can think of now.

1. JOAN (cuz she put my name first..)
2. TIARA (cuz... i dunno.. her big ego?)
3. ELAINA (cuz i was talking to her yesterday..)
4. MELISSA (cuz im talking to her about cheese)
5. MICHELLE (cuz i PROMISED her..)
6. ANNABELLE (cuz.. i dunno..)
7. ANNE KWA (cuz... can i just not put reasons?)
8. NAT YEAP
9. LIAN PING
10. KRYSTEL
11. JANNAH
12. BERNIE
13. MARISSA

Q1. How did you meet 10?
In Sec 1... spongebob was our 'matchmaker'

Q2. what would you do if you have never met 1?
My life would be perfectly NORMAL... hehe.. did i say that? i meant it would SUCK. BAD.. o.0

Q3. What would you do if 2 and 6 dated?
I would laugh. ALOT. and then laugh again.

Q4. Have you seen 4 cry before?
YES! i can safety say YES. on the ROLLARCOASTER at NAGASHIMA SPALAND(:

Q5.Do you think 10 is cute?
haha... she's ok-looking, i guess... hm.. am i being mean?

Q6.How did you get to know about 8?
Through Cathechism class some 8 years ago... whoa.. has it been that long?

Q7.would you ever go on a date with 12?
NOPE. sinful disgust that would be... but going to Orchard would be okay... i think.

Q8.whats 7's fave colour?
i REALLY don't know... oh. my. gosh. she's gonna kill me isn't she?

Q9.what would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you?
Go 'Aww..' hug her and say, 'i didn't KNOW you had FEELINGS!'

Q10.facts abt 9.
My fellow musketeer, crazy pirates choir person and goddaughter..

Q11.whos 4 going out with?
RENJI the detergent. oh, and some korean guys..

Q12.who is 5 to you?
some random person on the street... obviously a FRIEND, you LOSER!

Q13.would you ever live with 13?
Would i live with a person who lives by her cellphone 24/7? Hmm... check back later..

Q14. is 2 single?
I KNOW that if SHE could date.. she'd date herself... cuz her EGO's HUGE..

Q15.what do you think about 3?
Annoying, stupid and oh, so competitive... (like me!)

Q16.whats the best thing about 5?
She's really nice. (that ALL i have to say.)

Q17.what do you like about 11?
She's OH SO crappy... and her CHICKY and HIPPO rocks!

Q18.Favourite memory with 2?
Hmm.. that day at mich's house where we talked DEEP stuff... that was ENLIGHTENING.. (:

6 people to do the quiz:
anyone who bothers... u can't copy it from my blog tho.. so go to joan's if u wanna do it... should be SOMEWHERE there...